aL's t@LK!

shhhh...

2005-10-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

A women nudged my arm gently and said "shhh.."
A cinema
An enjoyable movie
And friends to keep me company
of course i'm excited!

But, at the spur of the moment, i've brought myself too far..immersed in my own littleworld of thoughts and speeches, i've ignored the rest, who needs some quiet peace.Although i felt a little unhappy, this little nudge has made me realize,that how often we point our fingers at others, without realizing that we too, make mistakes!I never liked people talking in the cinemas, nor have i ever talked so enthsiastically beforebut the moment i got carried away, people stop me.
it felt bad, but nontheless, a valuable lesson learn.
so thank u to this lady i say,if not for her,
i will never learn this day
that we should always do unto others
wat we want them to do in return!!

which un-?

2005-10-08T01:17:00.000+08:00

Which Un-?

Adulterated?
Break?
Disclosed?
Bind?
Shackled?
Chained?
Disturbed?
Restricted?
Restrained?
Done?
Known?
Holy?
Requited?
Loved?
Kept?
Just which Un- do I feel?

by Proseac@Adrian

i just loved this article by adrian..."which un-" that i sooo had to post it on my own bloggy. simple words yet contains immense amount of meanings innit. and to be able to appreciate this, i guess it is not easy...sounds easy..but then deep beneath it lies incomprehensible things...

little things in life

2005-10-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

life is filled with little thingsthat go past us without noticing it

a miss-you card
a how-are-u email
a wassup call
a i'm-leaving message
a remember-me postcard
a where-r-u IM
a lets-meet-up-for-lunch note
a i-called-u voice message
a happy-birthday frenster msg
a friendship forever bookmark
a call-me personal card
a harrrloowwwww wave
a keep-in-touch sms
a warm smile
a tiggghtt squeeze

and just about everything that includes our names in it
all these little things
are things that keeps me going by
that keeps my spirits highand makes me leap with joy
that even though troubles may floodand things turn sucky
i still have these little things in lifethat helps me live onand reminds me that
i am still loved,
dearly by somebody...

Nagisa Japanese Restaurant~Karen's bday

2005-09-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

am i drunk or am i sober??

2005-09-07T15:24:00.000+08:00

me pigging out as usual

2005-09-07T15:22:00.001+08:00

birthday gal karen yen n me!

2005-09-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

gathering of HELP beauties~lol

2005-09-06T15:49:00.001+08:00

my twin and jasperrrrr

2005-09-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

me n darling jasperrrrr

2005-09-06T15:45:00.001+08:00

whole farewell gathering @ McD's da Curve

2005-09-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

2 dudes washing da plates

2005-09-06T15:43:00.001+08:00

baby meng n me..last few pics wit ya sista!!

2005-09-06T15:43:00.000+08:00

nat n may enjoying the steamboat

2005-09-06T15:40:00.001+08:00

sky and his happy face!!

2005-09-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

two full and contented ppl

2005-09-06T15:39:00.001+08:00

look at the chefs behind!!

2005-09-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

sukiyaki!!

backtrackking..

2005-09-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

oh yaaa havent been updating for the loooogest time ever!! ahahaha i think i missed out on a whole lottsa stuff..i'm gonna update some significant times i spent with my special one...

6/8/05

my 1st japanese buffet today!!! i'm sooooo blessed!! sky brought me 2 saisaki japanese buffet as wisma UOA next to KLCC for the bestest japanese buffet in town!! it was good..there were like tonnes of variety to savour..from the finest sushi in town to the best tepanyaki and tempura u can get!whoaaaaa...i think i ate like 5 sushi, sashimi, sharfin soup, sukiyaki, mussels, oysters, soft shell crab, miso soup, ebi tempura, and whole lotttt!! cant remember !! it was actualy a belated celebration for me n sky..2nd yr anniversary. sky gave me a beautiful necklace from Lazo diamond...whoaaaa it was juz thehe happiest day of my life!! thanks for brightening up my day!! take alok at the pictures then u'll know how happy i was..hahahaha!!

10/8/05
me n baby meng had a date~ we went for a full mani and pedicure!! it was at nail basics in sri hartamas. we deserve a lil pampering don't we? hahahahaha it was juz syok all the way...having someone to massage ur lil fingers and feet, and certainly a good foot scrub!! after the session my skin certainly looked better and i had like beautiful pearly white colored nails and crimson red colored toenails!! hahahahahah!! baby meng i miss those moment with ya! juz some of the bestest memories in life! thanks for the treat as well ya..

11/8/05
meng's farewell dinner was held at her house due to the haze...sigh or else i'll be savouring william's food..hahahaha!! okok but the steamboat was superb! it was juz a perfect get-together time with everyone else b4 beloved baby meng left for hawaii. it was nice..steamy hot soup and loaaads of fishballs. my eyes were glued to 8tv at one point of time and sky had trouble trying to snap me back into reality..hahahaha sorry sky!! and baby meng ur creamy macaroni rawks! sorry 4 not updating my blog earlier too..hahahahah..we sure had a good time! *sigh*

19/8/05
today was karens's bday and it was held at Nagisa Japanese restaurant at Sunway hotel. it was fabulous and yes karen certainly loooked "purrfecto!" it started at 8 coz everyone was stuck in the jam. it was a lil small japanese room where u gotta sit on the floor. 1st time having a full japanese style dinner. karen's co-celebrator was joyce, the other bday gal. all 10 of us had a greaaaat time! there was karen, joyce,wei chuen, me, kuan, amy, kimberly, sherry, jesicca, her bf and annie! annie and joyce were the 2 "kelian" 1 coz they juz had braces so they had probs muching on the scrumptious food. i was seated with kuan and wei chuen and apparently my table of food finishes the fastest! ya juz look whos sitting with me ya. after the meal, 7 course i think..we had green tea ice cream! it was my favourite. then it was entertainment time!! we played a few games and the loser had to drink vodka cranberry..especially the 2 bday ppl. hahaha we played this "ee wang wang game" and it was certainly damfarnee!!! i enjoyed myself sooo much and karen looked so red after 3/4 cups. whoaaa!! then we had cheezecake!! fat fat!! sinful indulgence hahahahah!! it was juz superb. and i wanna thank sky for making everything happen. u're so sweet to chauffer me 2 sunway pyramid and wait FOUR hours in starbucks!! thanks dear for ur endless patience...

My World

2005-08-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

My World

Darkness
Pain
Anguish
Hatred
Fear
Revenge
Snares
Threat
Torment

Silently…
crying…

Alone

Nobody
understands

My World.

Disaster
Catastrophe
Surrounds…

My World.

Heartache…
Misery…

Alone

I cry and cry
But still
It is…

My World

For it is mine
To live...
Only me alone...

In
My World

try this!!

2005-08-16T12:45:00.000+08:00

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lapsing, farewell and a bye-bye terminal

2005-08-13T13:56:00.000+08:00

time passes by quickly...its a week again..yikes! i hate it! Meng's leaving ..shucks..what should i do? farewell party was held on thursday..everything seems more like "FOOOD" more than "BYE MENG!!" hahahahahahha..i guess we were all to indulge with the good meal laid out for us. In the midst of it i started to ponder...gee what would become of me when me sister leaves me? would it be the same? i guess not. friends are people who gives life to you, who brings happiness and joy and gives u their time and ear to listen. i'm glad 2 be able 2 spend 3 years with my dearest baby meng..i think we've got lotsa beautiful memories together...such as shopping in one u..going pasar malam..sharing jokes and makaning..hahahahahah..oh ya not only that, i will miss myself rolling eyes at ur "sugar-free" stuff and "salt-free" stuff and "carbo-free" food and ur "ais kosong" hobby and williams gathering!!! i miss every bit of it!! ohh ya and i'll miss ur immense blurness as well..hahahaha...MISS U!!! okokok i sound abit over but i really and sincerely do miss u. 3 years in HELP together with u is fun and interings...without u..i guess i be mixing around with random ppl, dunno who 2 settle down with. oooooo and also i wanna tell u that One Utama isnt gonna be the same..i'm gonna miss those days!!!! awwww!!! okok so i'll try 2 update my bloggy so that u can see it k!!! muaks love ya baby!!!
wait...one last question: How could u leave me so early??!!!??!!!!

2005-07-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

last picture on the island!

2005-07-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

beautiful beach..according to Jo the area at the left is the habitat for sharks and sea turtles.

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with Jo the snorkelling guide..

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the famous momo tea innn

2005-07-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

dont u just love the sea? thats the boat i came with!

2005-07-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

these are the korean couple..paul and Soo

Redang trip

2005-07-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

date: 18-21 of July

on Sunday night 17, i scrambled and stuffed all my beach wear into the lil black bag and went to the Mall. YAY! Redang at last!! When i arrived there i thought it would be weird to walk around with a trolly bag so i went to Legend Hotel (da 5 star hotel beside the Mall) to the concierge and wanted to drop my bag off at the luagage storage services. So the officer-in-charged ask me all the normal details like what time i'm going to collect, name, etc. and then he asked "whats ur room number?" immediately i was like "HUH?" okkk dun laugh but then i didnt expect that at all..and i was silent for a while..and then said "uhh..cant really remember..too many things running in my mind"..followed by a 1 sec silence.." i really cannot remeber!" and luckily he said "its ok". phew! tat was close..never ever use the luagage storage service at 5 star hotels ever man..so that basically started my journey. at 9.30 i met up with Sky and we both board the bus. We're lucky we had a nice bus..VIP seats..very comfortable.

18-7
After 7 hours of bus and 5 stops, we finally reached K. Trengganu bus station. it was 5.30 a.m. both friggin tired and sleepy...waiting for the bus drive to come pick us up. Apparently he made us wait another 1 hour and finally at 7 we reached Ping Anchorage's travellers lodge. My 1st meal was toast bread with scrambled eggs..costs a friggin RM3.30 k! 8am sharp, the Redang Kalong driver picked us up and we're finally at the jetty. Sky cannot stop talking to people around, like couples or foreigners. He got to know a pair of Singaporean youths and a Korean couple. basically playing the role of a translator and socializing agent. hahahahaha!! but then it was fun getting to talk to different people. Some were interested some weren't but it didnt seem to bother his enthusiasm to talk..so..i guess he still enjoys it. hahahhaha!
40 minutes of boat ride and we finally reached Redang Kalong. It was a timber resort, basically everything timber. the receptionist greeted us and gave brief note, then we went into resepctive rooms to rest. 2pm we got ready for the 1st snorkelling trip!! I got to know Jo, this 'budak laut' whos working there..he shared a few stories..very nice and easy to warm up to. He told us stories about snorkellers and divers, tragedies and incidents, information about redang..etc...
our 1st snorkelling trip was somewhere in the middle of the sea...going snorkelling for the 1st time really freaks me out but once we're at the sea, hey its like a huge aquarium! i saw loads of fishes and corals, particularly the fire coral..very nice. After the snorkelling trip was tea time. man..everything taste goood when u're having vacation. I particularly loved the room as it was a sea view room and u could have the whole place to yourself. its like a private beach...very very nice. at 5 pm we walked to the other 'happening' site which is Pasir panjang beach where Laguna Redang and the Momo cha tea house was. there were soooo many ppl there despite being a weekday! i am surprised! Momo cha is just a souvenir shop and a karaoke on the top. The beach in pasir panjang is much nicer compared to the beach at my resort...but then again the resort looks nicer. hahahhaa...
7 pm back to the resort...all tired and sticky. time for dinner!!! food again! then at night both of us played pool..i guess tats enough for the 1st day..

19-7

today's to Marine Park! marine park is like 15 mins boat ride away from the resort. its superb! loaaadds of fishes there..we were given like 5 pieces of bread each and all the fishes will clamour around u to fight for the bread. just have to be careful or else it mite bite u! the corals there is beautiful too! i saw the anemone, 'Nemo''s lil home..very very nice. Nemo looks so small in tat. 2nd snorkelling trip was ok too..by that time i was already quite tired so we swam around..Jo brought a lil gal to see turtles, but we didnt see much. it looked more or less the same. At night we challenged each other Jenga! Guess who won? hahahahahahahahhahah ME!! we were both trying to topple each other, making each other lose the game..it was really fun! and then there's the public karaoke..and sky made friends with another bunch of penang ppl from Ogawa company. man! he just lovessss to make new friends. neways it was super fun! we had ice cream by the beach and was swinging on the hammock.

20-7

last day in Redang island. We went to the Marine park again due to the program scheduled. It was better than yesterday as we went to another side of the sea. This time we saw the Giant Garupa! it was huge! looks like a tyre to me..hahhaha..feeding the fishes was fun too. too bad no cameraman to take pictures...its just fabulous. the sniper fishes will give way when u swim past them and the ikan bilis forms an opening for u to swim pass. the water was sooo crystal clear that one could even see fishes from the boat! i didn't know Malaysia had such nice and lovely beaches. Wonderful! 2nd snorkelling trip was even more fun! this time i had the guide, Jo to bring us around. At 1st i was reluctant to snorkel, kinda tired and bored with the same stuff. But this time it was different. i was lucky to be able to see a 1metre shark, swimming like 2 meters away from me..kinda freaked out but Jo assured me that it was fine. then i spotted another unsual fish, the horned fish..the unicorn version without the horse..can u picture that? ahahahahaha..then jo picked up like three types of sea cucumber. the 1st one was black..all black with mild spikes..looks gross and he tried to ask me to hold it..yikes! i swam away as far as i could. both the men were pushing me to touch that grossy black thing. i was petrified ok! its looks just like a larger version of a black caterpillar. Gross! then it was the soft luqiudish sea cucumber with spotted skin. slimy and slippery. uugggh....and the final one is like a rock, covered with soft moss..again Jo made me touch and hold it. gee...he tried his best to trick me into holding it but failed..nyeh nyeh..penakut, timid, loser, whatever names i'm not gonna hold it man! hahahahahahahah!! this night i rested early after a couple of songs, i just loved Redang..

21-7

the boat came at 12 sharp to pick us up from the resort...its bye bye time! i just hate it! befriended the boss of the resort, who tried to coax me into taking the diving package. i'd love to but then the lack of resources obstructed my wishes so..prolly next time. after 2 hours, we're back at ping anchorage. Dropped the stuff off at the traveller's inn and went out to KT town for a walk. it was such a HOT! day i was sweating like a pig. there are many batik stores in KT, i managed to buy a Redang shirt from the central market. then we went to China town. it was just a row of old shophouses with souvenir stores and travel agents. Sky was dying to buy the keropok lekor so we backtracked to central market and did a bit of 'marketing' there. all had good bargains! on the way back, i was already showing a sour face as it was soo hot and i was tired. We looked around and tried to find for a taxi, but there were none! so the next best thing was the trishaw...slow and expensif..5 bucks for the 10 mins ride..and the old old oldest ah pek was riding it slowly..huh! what an experience..
at 7.30 we went to find nasi dagang and nasi kandar...the driver dropped us at a small stall. the nasi kandar was gooooood man..i luv it! just love to makan!! hahahahaha!! last meal before my vacation ends.
at 9.00 we boarded the bus back to KL. When the bus moved, i bid farwell to KT and to Redang..i left but the memories will stay forever...wonderful! *muaks!*

2005-07-25T18:32:00.000+08:00

this is me stealing her flowers...weeeeeeeee!!!

2005-07-25T18:31:00.000+08:00

Gengen da Bufday gal!! cheeerrrrrrsss!!!

2005-07-25T18:28:00.000+08:00

chance of a lifetime man...alexis bistro

2005-07-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

wat are these 3 doing!! oooh one got wasted man!

2005-07-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

min:he's friggin nervous kay..

2005-07-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

this dude is SErn!!

i survived the sale!

2005-07-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

man one u was sooo friggin packed!! every item seems to be at half price..shop-till-u-drop kinda thing going on in Kayeeel...i walked around one u for bout 3 hours, 1/2 of the hour with baby meng and i din spend a single cent! hahahahahah YAY!! i survived it didnt i? lolz...i guess its a friggin good time to go shopping eh..get those shorts and shirts at 50% discounts..goooood buy man..

p/s: i got my piccies jumbled up abit..jus bear with me..enjoy!!

jo's visit & Sern's performance

2005-07-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

date: 13 july

ok i know my dates are kinda out..hehehhe very veeeerrryy out coz i was away from the comp for a veeeerrryy looooong time..hhehhehhe sekali my modem spoil sekali i was out for holidays. hmm..soo my darling grandaughter, apart from muffy, is JO! as u can see from the picture..tats joanne! jo came back to KL on the 13th, managed to see her for a brief moment even tho the next day i had substance abuse exam..hehehehe same fate as mindy. the "Ap fan" (duck rice) was good! Jooo missing me ady? hahahahahha! I wish u could have stayed longer tho. we've got lots to catch up with. hope to be able to see u in Dec ya! too bad u missed Sern's performance. it was gooooood.

oh ya..b4 i forget...15 july..Sern performed at Alexis bar n bistro@ Great Eastern Mall. we waited for about 3 hours to see him perform.hahahahah..saw shelly leong performed too. Man, she's good..sounds like siti. i've been immersed in music too much nowadays. oh ya pete teo was there too..anyone interested in making fame through music, find him. So Sern was quite nervous at 1st..heheh cannot sit still he had beer and tea..but still very fidgety.
so at about 1.30 am he went to the centre stage..hahahahaha funny he forgot 1st lines but it was still gooooooodd...original showcase k! hmmm if i have the chance i shall show u the video. Keep it on Sern! good job! i think pete was musing himself..hahahahha...
liquor was goooood...

granma, granddaughter & granpa

2005-07-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

da threeee of us! granpa, granma and granddaughter

2005-07-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

jo and meeeeeee!!

2005-07-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

enjoying the superb performance!!

2005-07-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

showing his talents

2005-07-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

dancing on the grand piano

2005-07-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

leehom's concert

life's a whirlwind

2005-07-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

righty...life has never been better for me. its like riding on cloud 9 every single day...and its all because of "u". hmmm...where do i start...had lotsa stuff missin out here eh..ok..

my first concert: leehom's concert. date: 1/7/2005 in Genting Arena of Stars
it was the 1st live concert i've ever been to besides sound of music and the rest..its juz fantastic. he is one singer who has the passion for music, not just singing music or lyrics written specially for him. super duper talented dude man..salute this fella. he plays the er hu, violin, drums and piano. the best performance was still the breakdance on top of the grand piano!he had all the fans screaming in delight and everyone looked so emo heheheh..all the gals screaming their heads off dying to get the nearest glimpse of their idol. well as for me...i aint too big a fan..jst there to accompany jin who's the super duper fan. man, we had a gooooooood time! he was definately eye candy man! hehehehhe check out the pics later!

8/7-----> Genveve's bday party

Gengen is older liao! hahahahahahhahahahahahah GEN!!!! happy birthday! ok i know my bloggy date is out...soleeeee...heheheheheheh just wanna catch up with stuff. so at 7.30 we trotted to shakey's piazza @ Mid V megmall, there she was as charming and cheerful ever...greeted everyone. Then there comes the piazzas and the drinkos..food was friggin gooooooodddd...luvly!! Bestest part was not the food but the invitation by Gen coz with tat i know that i still have at least a place in her heart *winkz* hahahahahahahah ok perasan nia..hahahahhahahahaha neways life is great with u around...enjoy brunei..i know u'll be back very soon..enjoy phuket too!!! i luv my tan!! hahahahahahhahaahahahahah. cheerios!

2005-06-29T11:25:00.000+08:00

makan makan...do u know my life revolves around food?? hahahahahah!

2005-06-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

supper in KL...chun! check out my size now!

2005-06-29T11:15:00.000+08:00

sky's cheeky look! (result of cendol overdose)

2005-06-29T11:14:00.000+08:00

savouring 'cendol' in madam kwan's klcc

departure and arrival terminal

2005-06-29T11:12:00.000+08:00

on 16 June, 3.15pm i reached KLIA's arrival terminal to pick up Sky after being away for 9 months..when i pass by the signs, there were mixed feelings in my heart. 9 months ago i went to the departure terminal with a heavy heart and watch him leave, 9 months later he's back! as people always say, time passes by quickly without you noticing...i definately love to go to the arrival terminal..i think its the happier side compared to the departure area. however, the fact is people come and go all the time. Although sky's return brought back much joy and happiness to me, i'm still bombarded by the fact that most of my friends are leaving me. Meng is gonna leave in August, my lil sister left me for Sabah, sky is gonna leave after 3 months. The departure terminal will constantly haunt me no matter how much i dislike it. but perhaps one day i will change my perception towards it, and it'll be the day it comes to me and invite me to pass thru...
in life, there are many departure and arrival terminals, I cannot stop it from working...i can just wish that one day, the arrival terminals will bring back all these beloved people back into my life. I will miss u guys...*sobs*

"so near yet so far"

2005-06-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

ya know...i've always been telling people that i hate this phrase..whoever invented this phrase..total salutes to u. so many things, are so near yet so far! it seems as tho u're having it by your side..but then u don't! lemme start from the physical aspect. hahaha well we've all been shopping before right and see something we REAAAAALLY like? hahahaha now the phrase comes into good use when u want it soo much, i mean c'mon! u're holding it!!! hahahaha but how many of us actually make it to buy? hmmm irony isnt it? well i always wished i had doraemon's magic stick where it ca actually "realify" things from catalogues, magazines, newspapers etc etc *dreaming on* well... we just cant have everything right?

what about mental aspect? hmmm for example..relationships. imagine loved ones appearing right before your eyes..but u cant hold em, you cant feel em...why? coz they only appear on the webcam or photos. *sigh* its indeed real torment. if i were 2 go on and on there'll be tonnes of things which are "so near yet so far". *sigh sigh* pain..frustration...and everything that follows this phrase.
an xtreme example, is during a funeral. yes the person is lying there, just a few inches away from u, BUT where is his/her life? no breath..no life...cold and stony. no matter how much we cry, no matter how much we call..they will never come back. do u feel the reality in this phrase?

there are many things in the world that we hope, that we want..just so many unfulfilled wishes. but what i wish for, is just to have my loved ones beside me, never having to leave...the pain is beyond description.

dungufied*

2005-06-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

well i havent been posting stuff here..been kinda busy (as usual) and lazeeeeeee...hahahahah! anyways stuff havent been going on too good fer me. hmm i have so many things in my mind that i wanna blog! where shall i start? hmm...ok i think i shall talk about friends.

now, in our lives, there are obviously many types of friends isnt it, DUH~ ok ok...now think carefully about this..how many will actually come to our aid when we are in deep shit? how many will say "i'm in the middle of something?" and how many will say "hey i'm busy shopping! cant help u!" well there are extreme ones as well, but lets juz forget the mean parts. I have met so many people in my 20 yrs of life, so some of the most drastic friends happen 2 cross my path lately.

cool friends are nice to hang out with, to party with, but are they really there for u? My answer should be 'nope'. I just don't understand why people are so fake at times, why everything in their mind is juzt to get the best outta u, and everything else is just crap. grrrhhhhh i really wanna get away from such people! ohhhhh this is alright i've met even worse ones. you are only there as a listener to hear them brag about thier stuff, and once u don't understand u are labelled as 'stupid'. "hey look my new limited edition DKNY shirt! cost me few hundred bucks!" *eyes rolling*
SO WHAT? the next time i meet ppl like that i'm gonna say "so what?" and smile!

For those who wanna get sincere friends, be sincere and true first before u expect a true friend to come into your life. i've found mine and i know who he/she is. =) i'm glad i have u guys and i really love u guys alot! this blog is dedicated to those whom i love and cherish. thanks for your never ending support and most importantly your sincerity!!

answering mechine

2005-06-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

i was looking thru this while all stressed up and tired....and i think it shall work like this in my office in future!! hahahahahahah ve a nice laugh!

Answering Service At The Mental Institute
"Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline.
If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.
If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
If you have multiple personalities, press 3,4,5, and 6.
If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call.
If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will transferred to the mother ship.
If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.
If you are manic depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer.
If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until someone comes on the line.
If you are dyslexic, press 6969696969.
If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.
If you have post-traumatic-stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000.
If you have bipolar disorder, please leave a message after the beep, or before the beep, or after the beep. Please wait for the beep.
If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.
If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All our operators are too busy to talk to you."

(adapted from: http://www.101funjokes.com/funny_jokes_6.htm)
hahha!! good laughs!!

2005-05-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

check this out!! hahahah i laugh my arse out man!!

2005-05-19T20:59:00.000+08:00

beloved 'leng che' and us

2005-05-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

syok sendiri...hahahah!!

camerons

2005-05-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

so there goes! afew post of what i did in cameron highlands..too bad the part where the car got stuck in the mud pool wasnt taken down...its juz kept in memories. So...it was rather enjoyable..not cold enough. food was fantassstic...ate every meal like hungry wolves..hahahaha!! oh yeah check out this pic!! meng syok sendiri!!! hahahahahahahah....

2005-05-19T20:50:00.001+08:00

tomyam!!! makaaaan time!

2005-05-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

we conquered errr...err.....tea plantation

2005-05-19T20:49:00.001+08:00

flowers for sale!!

2005-05-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

green tea leaves of camerons

2005-05-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

barbeque time!!

2005-05-17T09:06:00.000+08:00

...and this is the biggest sparkle in my life!!!

The remainder of the journey is yours to plot

2005-05-17T08:32:00.000+08:00

"the remainder of the journey is yours to plot" said adrian. simple words yet full of meaning. truly, life on earth is just like a journey, and we are given the freedom to choose whatever you want in the picture of our own life! God gave us all freedom to choose the paths we want to trod, the choice we want to make and even the person whom we want to be. its all in your hands! nobody will steal this panitbrush away and try to draw a new picture in our lives. therefore, we must take full charge of our own lives. whatever we become in future, we can make it a success, where everyone look up to and honour, or a failure, scorned and despised by people.
yesterday while having lunch, i met an old friend from high school. This dude used to be a slacker back then, playing truant, and was a regular visitor to the school's discipinary teacher's room. Six years later, he's working for one of the most established company in Malaysia, HP and Compaq as a servicing technician.
So i truly believe that we plot our own journey and we take full charge of it. Some people tend to blame it on parents, on their society and their backgrounds and etc. I guess they have not realized that they had the paintbrush in their hands all the while yet did not take the least effort to draw what they want in their lives.
so lift up that brush, paint the picture you want, coz you determine the outcome of the whole picture!

2005-05-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

cheeky look~ bleekkk

summer blog

2005-05-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

at last! vacation ends today. its time to gear up for a whole new semester! really glad to see few of my friends back in college. college life rox! however, some familiar faces were gone..no longer be seen... time just passes and people change. reality of life isnt it... well this sem, i'm gonna be stuck in sociology and substance abuse class. learning how to interact with people of all diversity and telling em "tak nak!" (malaysian gov's ad for smoking prevention). lolz..
there's a bright side and a gloomy side today. bright side: i met meng (with a total makeover!) , bin bin boy and ken ken. we made an amount of noise outside starbucks, its fun to meet back college friends. gloomy side: my not-so-good results...*sigh*
well i'm all geared up for a whole new semester! play hard study hard! no hanky panky monkey business and all! yep! u can do it!

lil sparks in life..

2005-05-15T13:17:00.000+08:00

hey there goes!! juz showing a tiiinneeeyy winneeey part of those who gives sparkles and wonders in my life..thanks guys love u all always!!

2005-05-15T13:14:00.000+08:00

another granddaughter muffy!! lolz..dem old

2005-05-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

with grandaughter Jojo...i miss YOU!!!

2005-05-15T13:07:00.000+08:00

clubbing with the oh-so-chun may!

2005-05-15T13:06:00.000+08:00

me and muah twin~ baby meng!

a little something about me..

2005-05-15T12:47:00.000+08:00

-My 99 “I”-
I own a SLK (small lil kancil)
I love to drive fast alone and blast my music like nobody’s business.
I also like people who drive fast but steady!
I don’t hand-wash my clothes. Everything goes into the machine!
I love Chinese food and sushi!
I don’t really fancy rice.
I get irritated at rude and inconsiderate drivers. I’ve been complaining about this since the 1st day I touched the car’s steering wheel.
I am very very forgetful. I misplace things MOST of the time.
I wish I have a magic mirror that can show me where my misplaced stuffs are.
I am using WiFi at home.
I can’t stand guys who carry their gf’s pink lil’ cute tote bag when they go on dates!
I can’t stand BO (body odor). I have a personal BO alert machine.
I am very confused with many things that happen in the world.
I am rather egocentric.
I like to be on time and want other people to be on time.
I totally adore Asha Gill.
I am trying very hard not to judge people by their looks. Stereotype!!!
I especially hate ppl who comes up to me and ask “Hey can u read my mind?”
I love cold places to hot tropical places.
I can’t shop for more than four hours. I will faint.
I have learnt the art of procrastination and I have mastered it well.
I can’t play any musical instrument.
I sleep with my pillows and bolsters shaped like a fortress. Don’t know why.
I love to collect paper bags. Nice paper bags. I have a few from Walt Disney World, and a few other countries.
I look up to guys who give girls the priority.
I wish I can master Spanish and Italian.
I check my Friendster and emails (all 4 accounts) every single day. (provided if I have internet n a pc!)
I can type about 100 words per minute. (does it matter?)
I suck at sports.
I like to read the other people’s philosophy = meaning of life
I am a very light sleeper. That’s why I get the middle room!
I can be an introvert and extrovert, both at the same time!
I wish I knew the art of self-defense.
I wish I can have a driver the minute I start working. I can no longer drive in KL.
I have three major groups of friends- high school, college and church.
I love sour stuff – Famous Amos gummies!
I teach tuition to self-support myself.
I wish I can have real curly hair!
I have a nose and ears piercing.
I hang out with Meng 10% of my time daily.
I am always online since I got my laptop.
I am an adventurous person. Loves hiking and jungle trekking.
I wish I can draw portraits. Real life portraits.
I am obsessed about my weight.
I prefer chicken to any other meat.
I joined Fitness First for one year.
I prefer to be different but most of the time I looked the same.
I have long hair for five years.
I am very particular about everything. Sorta like a perfectionist.
I think I have to move to Utopia.
I eat and binge when under stress.
I love ice-cream!! Especially lecka-lecka.
I stare at cute babies in shopping malls. They brighten up my day!
I wish I stay in an Ikea-cloned house. (every part of it.)
I wear my watch on my left-hand.
I day-dream a lot. I also have a wild imagination.
I wish to visit Niagara Falls one day.
I would like to try sky-diving and bungee jumping.
I can be mean if I am pissed.
I am very bad with roads. That’s why I don’t like to drive out.
I can’t stand people with lame jokes and horrible sarcasms.
I cannot accept Freud’s theory.
I don’t really fancy soft toys.
I wish my car windows are tinted black so no one can see me. ( don’t wanna feel exposed.)
I’ve been to only 5 countries so far.
I’ve been warded once when I was 11.
I really appreciate people who make you feel warm and accepted.
I’ve had black hair all my life.
I look up to people with nice personalities.
I have headache once a week.
I inspire to be a clinical psychologist one day.
I am quite “kiasu” at times.
I wish I have perfect vision.
I hope to be 10cm taller.
I have to constantly remind myself to be thankful.
I am thankful to be studying psychology.
I enjoy cross-cultural stuff.
I love green tea frappucino from Starbucks.
I love Nici collectibles!
I’m glad I have Bobble the blue owl.
I talk more online than in real life.
I hope that people would know that psychology is not all about crazy people.
I want to transfer to my Uni asap.
I don’t yell on roller coasters. I keep my mouth shut. (weird?)
I don’t like to violate the laws or rules.
I can’t stand people who judge you by your status.
I am starting to accept that everyone has their own problems in life after all.
I wish I could understand many things which happen in the world.
I prefer McD’s to any other fast foods.
I crave for certain food every month.
I love Josh Groban’s songs.
I prefer an occupation that enables me to travel and meet people.
I wish to go to UK/US right now.
I am thankful for having SKY in my life.
I have skyalicia as my nickname all the time.
I wish that everything in the world can be equal.
I sing in a choir.
I can interpret Chinese to English or vice-versa.
I like white.
I love to cherish my life as well as everyone in it!

love and hate...

2005-05-15T12:38:00.000+08:00

is it normal to hate those whom you love? is it easy to just walk out of someone's life and say boldly that nothing hurts? love hurts isnt it? it just hurts so deeply that it literally feels like u've been cut deeply in the heart when loving someone hurts so much. why is it so? if you love someone and doesn't feel any pain at all..thats not love i guess...because by feeling this pain, then only can you feel the complete love and thus cherish it more. to walk out of a relationship with love or with hate..?

never ending...

2005-05-15T12:32:00.000+08:00

i think my expectations never ends...it goes on and on and on...and so are other's expectations towards me. sometimes its just so much easier to say "screw it!" and leave it all alone. i think i've grew numb towards expectations of others towards me..i tend to be less sensitive, less passionate and less perky compared to the past. there's indeed a vast difference in me i guess...the "dont give a damn" attitude is slowly a big part of my life. do we all have that "dont give a damn" attitude at times? many things cant be bothered tho. my best friend used to say i have to go and live in Utopia where everything is perfect and orderly..hahaha i guess she's right coz i complain about everything. about the traffic, about people, about attitudes...and now "i don't give a damn.." well good or bad..it all depends on ones thinking..expectations never ends..it will continue today, tomorrow and always...

2005-05-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

well, expectations occur just about in everyone's life..i guess u expect your results to be better, exepecting a highly paid job when you graduate expecting life to be better tomorrow, or just plain simple expectations such as expecting a simple call from your friend to hang around tonight. do we expect too much at times? well i guess i do. i expect college to be fun, i expect life to be easy, i expect friends to be nice and i expect more people to love me. expect expect expect? is expecting ever enough? the more u expect the more tired it gets and u'll never be able to get what you are expecting right?
is it time to sit back..relax...ponder...what to do, instead of expecting too much and crush your own hopes and being all sad and worried about the unattainable expectancies? hmm...time to wipe all those expectancies away and learn how 2 fulfill other's expectancies?
i often expect others to be sensitive to my needs, expecting people to have more time to listen to me, expect my family to be a lil happier, expecting to be successful in whatever i do..
hey i am expecting a phone call now!
well, i guess expecting just isnt enough! you gotta work it out! i'll start 1st with the expectations for friends...

i wonder...

2005-02-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

i used to wonder about lotsa stuff. and today, i wondered: What makes a person happy? Is is a family, a relationship, or purely juz having a penny and a loaf of bread to eat. Different people might have different views about this. However, not everyone can be satisfied. What makes a person happy? so many questions, so many answers, but not everyone answers the same way. people are different, and we use to miss this part: people are different! so not every one have the same views, same comments and same expectations. Therefore, what makes a person happy, if u want to be happy, firstly, understand yourself and others...thats the 1st step to be happy.

HO HO HO

2004-12-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

welcum welcum my dear friendzzz...ho ho ho merry x'mas. any party invitations for me? yay!! at last i got a blog! me? getting a blog?? ohh well i shud?? ha..never mind. hope u'll join me 2 sustain my blog...hahhaha...getting 2 know me better. 4 now...i'm drop dead tired...lemme continue another time yea...